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So me and my bf are going through a really really tough time, a big chance that we might brake up. We will see until sunday, we are going to talk then, but I am not going to draw for a while. Im just not in the mood at all. So I will see you guys later. If anyone cares..


Bye.

for now.
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To Anonymous.

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For a month now, i have been trying to save up points to get a premium membership. For some unknown reason, it mattered to me to have a premium membership.

Today it was my birthday, i turned sixteen. I woke up late and my mother said she would buy me something nice if i go to the store with her. We took the bus downtown. I tried on so many things, but i choose two sweaters. I´m happy with them. Then we went home. When i got home, my friend and i baked a cake. It was fun, i guess. I got ready and she walked me to my boyfriends house. Then she went home. My boyfriend took me to a restaurant, had some burgers and talked. I had a good time, i always do when i am with him. In short, the day was good. My father called, he acknowledged my existence, finally. I got some good gifts, but one stood out. When i got home after a late night, i got to the computer. Watched a really sad episode. Then i went on DA, did not know why. I hardly ever get any messages. I am invisible here. I saw that one group was giving out memberships if you are the first five to write peppermint! I scrolled down and wrote it fast, but i was too late. I was so disappointed, getting my hopes up like that. I finished my episode and checked again on DA for no reason. I got a notice. Probably just something about contests or DA news. No. It was a premium membership from someone anonymous. I was so happy, i cried. I know, i´m a dork. I was just so happy. So withdrawing all my sobbing-ness,, I just wanted to say to Anonymous; Thank you so much for making my day, I hope you come forward so i can like draw a billion pictures for you. Thank you.

And if someone acceptably read that, thank you too for reading.
I am just, really happy right now.
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It will be 16 years since i was born tomorrow.

Those who become 16 usually hold a sweet sixteen party with their friends and have a good time.
I can´t afford that, my mother dos not either.  

For some reason, i´m not that exited. I was at first, but then my mother wont be there, she is going out of town. My best friend is too busy and i just had a fight with my boyfriend. I am not surprised if i spend my birthday alone. I mean, i don´t have many friends. I haven´t been in the mood to draw, feel like my drawings suck. I haven´t gone out of my bed in a week or so. No reason to go out, so cold outside. Nobody has time for me, and its okay. I just, i´m going to watch some episodes and do something. If i´m in the mood. My family is so poor that i wont get any birthday gifts this year, my father has not called me for eight months now. I clearly don´t exist to some persons that i thought were close to me. Sometimes life is just a blur. It will get better. I hope.

I made this journal entry to get this out, not to fetch some pity.
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Ill draw you a chibi on a reasonable price! ^_^
I really want to hold a contest soon so, i want to give points as prices!

Examples of chibis!
CM - Mistletoe by Grjon
CM - Ice cream by Grjon

Prices:
Chibi.............20 points!
Baby.............15 points!
10+ per extra character

SLOTS:
1.:iconreitrou:
2.:iconfurekuchan:
3.:iconcandypearls:
4.:iconrakiparra:
5.
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Giveaway~!

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Yae-chan91 is holding a Christmas giveaway! Be the lucky one and win lots of points! ♥ desu ;w;

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